Celebrating this paragraph by Robert Coover (1932–2024) in The Origin of the Brunists (1966).
Differently enchanting: He always believed God would "take care" of him after he dies. But what does that mean? "And what was grace? Did he have it? Who got it and how? Was it fair some didn't? He wished to hell something would happen to take his mind off it. ... And then Mike felt it coming. The grace. He didn't know whether to resist it or not."
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